I’d stay to Love again

Why these tears persist to run down my face
now that my darling isn’t here anymore?
I feel crying for being passionate once
but in delight will love forever more!
For an instant I felt privileged and
truthfully under my pulsating skin
my once broken heart
became wholehearted
alive
willfully brave to love again.
With my eyes fixed on hers near the fireplace
oh…how much I wanted be next to her now
just to gain back her love and
acceptance!
And when there aren’t anymore logs to ablaze;
tea or other perfumed fine liquors to console;
unlike the fire that once is gone
only leaves ashes and ruins,
I’d stay…
to love again…and again…and again!
Just Wonderful
(On my Wife’s 50th Birthday, April 30, 2009)
My Love, today you are fifty…
I want to be with you every morning
and be glad night and day
as we start on a new spring.
Of God, like two joyful Angels:
I’m your Throne;
you are my Seraphim
and you are my reason to live.
Thanks for trying to understand…
for being part of me in mind
and body;
for being the motive
each day life is more beautiful
cause I love you so much!
Happy Birthday!
(With Love, Luis)
Admission of Guilt
Today the mirror didn’t lie and said:
Y’re troubled, forget the excuses;
you are unable to repair the wounds…
You can never find the words to say
how sorry and ashamed truly you are!
My darling, for the times I misjudged,
didn’t kiss and didn’t hug you
or even looked at your face,
avoiding a dishonored face of mine,
I offer you softly dazzling roses.
These flowers will slowly fade
until then, to extend their life
I’ll water them, yet knowing that their thirst
is smaller than this love I hold for you,
as if that was my sole doctrine.
Thanks for trying to understand;
for ownning a huge patience and
for being my loyal company.
Honestly, our mutual respect
is synonymous of a true-life love.
(With Love, Luis)
Look Deep into my Eyes
(To my Family)
Strong impulse, motivated power
Surviving incidents however
Wishing to cry this silent master:
Oh my kindness, help me get over!
I‘m not the one who gathers anger
Like a sea storm bursting of fury
But he who can be meek and thankful
In return for peace and harmony.
Although sometimes feeling frustrated
Aware I’ll carry on in the hope
Of being loved and appreciated.
Happily wedded, enjoy my job,
My parents died, will always admire;
My family is whom I most love.
Cindy
(On my Daughter’s Wedding Day, Oct. 18/08)
Cindy is like…
an unread book of wonder,
yet without Cindy for a few days
there’s nostalgia, a time without end
of a true friend,
more than a treasure
she’s our much-loved daughter.
And today as by enchantment
prettily dressed,
smiling
she radiates beauty
effortlessly
for the guests’ ecstasy.
A day so desired has arrived
that will be much remembered,
Darrel, Cindy in mutual spirits
by God blessed
in love married.
God bless Darrel and Cindy
united eternally.
(Love, Daddy)
To my Longing Father
I miss those days when I’d ask you innocently:
Can I have one of those candies?
You’d question me rubbing your fingers:
Do ya have ink? Or, where I put this, dad?
And you’d joke: On ‘top of my head.
You’d cut my hair, tailor my clothes
And make sweet marmalade sandwiches
For my older Brothers and Sisters;
You’d nourish our family with milk and bread
And gave us plenty of fruits…longing dad!
I long you so, when on your daily noon rest
You’d convince me to join in your nest
Stretched out so I could become taller.
And to cut your toe nails I’d lend a hand
Till that evil maple tree by the road set the end!
Already in your sickbed with a broken neck
Unable to move, soft words never to neglect
Overwhelmed with only drops of water;
Yet your last words were of love and care:
Agua…agua…agua; Luis…is he there!?
To my Longing Mother
After my loved Mother
(Now that she passed away
God have her in heaven)
Gave birth to the eleventh,
She saw me born healthy
And said I was perfect,
Referring to my strength
Not the mind and spirit.
She would prepare dinner
For her loved family
And would not hit us ever
Save to cry in silence,
Only from bad manners
Of my older brothers
As her relied resource,
She’d call for our dad’s help.
On many occasions
Under a blazing sun
She would raise herself up
To straighten her low back,
Tired from separating
The loose straw from the beans,
Or similar odd jobs
From dawn to evening.
Often I heard her praying:
“Lady of Fatima,
Holy Virgin Mary
Lessen up my kidneys
That wears me night and day;
Help us Guarding Angel
And don’t let these demons
Tempt to massacre us”.
But when her beloved son
Became the fiancé
Of a gorgeous woman
Humble and well-regarded,
From a known family
Hard-working and respected,
That was her greatest joy
And so Luis got married.
Copyright ©2008 Luis Batista
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